Instead of killing yourself

Wait until
a year from now
Where you say,
"Holy fuck
I can't believe I was going to kill myself before I etcetera'd...
Before I went skinny dipping in tennesse,
Made my own IPA,
Tried out for a game show,
Rode a camel drunk,
Skydived alone,
Learned to waltz with clumsy old people,
Photographed eletric jellyfish,
Built a sailboat from trash,
Taught someone how to read,
Etc. Etc. Etc"
Down the bathtub
Can't change the color of the sea
At all.